January 2024
How Are You
"Hey! How are you?"
It's the start to so many conversations. A simple greeting, a common colloquialism. Everyone blurts it out when they see you. It feels so innocuous. Innocent.
No one is actually looking for an answer to the question when they ask it though. It's the ultimate rhetorical question. Asked absentmindedly. Never expecting an honest reply.
But this question would cut me to my core. Eviscerate me.
Because I was fucking terrible. Downright awful. Sadder than I had ever been in my life. On the verge of tears at any moment. Barely able to hold it to together. Actively grieving the life inside of me. I wanted to shout my truth back, reveal my pain.
Ahhhh, but that's not socially acceptable. So what should I say? Tell the truth and burst out into tears? Lie and deny my pain? And in doing so, deny his existence?
What should I say? Tell the truth and burst out into tears? Lie and deny my pain? And in doing so, deny his existence?
How Are You
TERMINATION FOR MEDICAL REASONS